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DisneyMaster

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I'm 23 year old bisexual male with autism. My interests include Disney, History, Reading, Learning, Ponies, Politics, The Environment, Music, Comics, Movies, Television, Video games, and much much more!

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I am tired of all the rumors, lies, bullying, taunting, harassment impersonations, and trolling that I have unjustly received for the past year. I'm really starting to lose it now. Do you guys want me to kill myself, is that it? Do you want me to fulfill this petition www.change.org/petitions/disne… and just blow my brains out in my shower. Then you can put my death photos on my ED page to cap 23 years of my godforsaken life. I didn't ask to have autism, I didn't even want to bring this. I just wanted to fix my aching head and aching heart. And it's one thing to disagree with me, but it's quite another thing to continue to do so for no reason other then to make me renounce what I believe. To forfeit my 1st Amendment rights to make people who have an extraordinary amount of free time on their hands happy and full of themselves. Well guys you might just get your wish, because I'm as feeling as low as a morlock. Will all of you guys be happy if I just end the farce with these hands! These DIRTY hands! AND WITH THESE HANDS I HOLD THE FATE OF MILLIONS!!! I don't claim to be a god, I am as mortal as ye. Just one pull of the trigger and the deed is done! I'm actually very much afraid of death. How we don't know how it feels and where do we go afterwords. I really don't want to this, but the pain is becoming unbearable. My brain won't stop moving around. It's getting to the point where I can't sleep. The meds aren't working, exercise and dieting isn't working. I wanted to get electro-shock therapy, but my damn parents won't allow it. I can't enjoy stuff like I used. I cried at DisneyLand. I can't even masturbate anymore. What is wrong with me? Are all the bad genes I inherited are finally going to turn my body into a heap of bones and organs. Are all my dreams delusions of grandeur that I made up in order to get out of bed. Have I've been raised on lies? I just want the answers to everything and since you guys do not want to give it to me, I might just have to ask whoever is on the other side. I just can't handle the pressure anymore. I just...........I just want a hug...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................where r u pinkie pie.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................don't leave without me.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................god help me...............................................................................

please
please
please




Sweet dreams be yours dear if dreams there be
I wish I may and I wish I might Now goodnight, my someone, goodnight




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:icontasakeru828:
tasakeru828 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for all the faves!
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DisneyMaster Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yer welcome.
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Chup-at-Cabra Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Thanks for the faves :-)
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DisneyMaster Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yer welcome.
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FERNL Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconthanksforthefavplz:
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DisneyMaster Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yer welcome.
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JRS-ART Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014
Thanks for the fav
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DisneyMaster Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yer welcome.
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MyLittlePrimo Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014
I just started taking poetry classes yesterday.  On the way home, something occurred to me: isn't it sad to know Meghan McCarthy has more writing experience than us, and yet we're coming up with far better ideas?
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DisneyMaster Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yes. The Inmates are defiantly running the asylum. It's just like DC Comics.
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